My prayer of 7

Lord I do not fear what I cannot do, but what I might become. Don't let me go. You've given me this confidence, don't let it turn it to vanity. You've given me this patience, don't let it turn to slothfulness. You've given me this hunger, don't let it turn to gluttony. You've given me this fire, don't let it turn to anger. You've given me this ability to learn, don't let it turn to envy. You've given me vision, don't let it turn to greed. Turn me to your warrior not lust after this world. I love you God save me with every ounce your being and not prideful to save myself. I need you and love you more.

Rough Day

Sometimes I wish days had a soundtrack, cause today was pretty rough. Started off with waking up and feeling like a bus ran me over. Then I summoned the strength to go all the way to SE and train for 2 hours and then play tennis. I know sounds weird but I only saw the tennis court for 30mins. I didn't play well at all. I don't know whats going on but I feel like I'm being pulled in a million different directions. One way with Pg another way with SE another way with Gamestop, And another way by my art. I'm starting to find out that something has to get cut. Well to my one follower thanks for reading, we are 1 strong and growing I think. Struggling and missing the beauty in life. Like I can't play unhappy. No joking and fun then I'm not motivated to be brilliant. Like gamestop is about to get cut. I'm tired of getting the same corny joke hey man can I get a discount on this, NIGGA CAN I GET A DISCOUNT AT THE MCDONALDS YOU WORK AT! I have so many worlds going on right now I wonder if any of them are real. But then again I don't want a life, cause that means being attached to something. I'm so use to letting things go that I forgotten how to keep things around. Hopefully someday I figure out how a personal life works. Peace