(Beeeeeeeeeep)Hello........ God?........
Well, I've tried to call you, but it's like your not there. Have you left? Are you helping others in your most gracious way? God do you even hear me? I sit here on my curb looking to the stars saying this cannot be by accident. This amount of beauty and glorious display can't be a mistake. But can I be? Lord I've tried so hard to be your soldier of fortune but being the soldier without the fortune or the fortune of seeing you is a army with no country. God do you HEAR ME? Please I'm begging you that I'm falling short of your kingdom but I fight for you. I wear you banner as the only clothing keeping me from being bare to this world to see my naked body laid spread as if road kill from the amount of times I've failed to earn glory in your name. I'll climb the mountain and command it to move, I'll mount up with wings just so people will know you are God, but now I wonder am I the least of them. The children you hold so dear to you, that you chose them and cast a shadow on me......Selfish; your right God I'm selfish I have no right to question you....... but why does my heart long for your voice to ease my suffering and to give me direction. GOD DO YOU HEAR ME!......... HELLO?.............................................................please.......................................I need you. (click)
BEAUTIFUL =)
ReplyDeleteThanks for your candid phone call message to God. And you and I both know---He hears you, Christopher. And He hears you loud and clear. Continue to fight and wear your armor/banner!
ReplyDeleteMy/Our God is a great God and his answers to our calls are not always immediate. This is where patience comes in; it's something that I struggle with daily. He will return your phone call. Keep calling (praying) and don't get discouraged.
Stay Blessed!