One thing all the classes and all the work you do doesn't teach you, is how to deal with rejection. When your a student, especially in the arts you work and then you get graded. You put up a show and then you might get someone to buy some stuff, but rarely are you going to get a rejection for your work. So now that I'm in the real world, it's like running in a maze and hitting a lot of walls looking for your way through.
Now when I place this in my life in general, I've had to work so hard to heal my heart and protect it from all the hurt I would receive by just one word; no. So now that I'm getting to that ripe age of 26, what have I learned? I've learned that just because it's a no now doesn't mean it won't be a WOW later. In this life, if you aren't ready to fight and fight some more, you will fall into darkness. God gave me a heart of a fighter. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and though as I run towards it, I trip and fall on a no or maybe. Those maybes turn into of course, those no's turn into yes'. I will fight for Christ and my future. No matter how long it will take or how much it will hurt, no matter how many injuries, I will find love and chase God and my Destiny till I can no longer breath this air. And I praise him for the heart of a rejected man because it's the strongest heart in the world.
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