Behind the camera lens

DAY 1: This is a fast from the concerns of the world and deal with the major concerns of self.

Today's focus is the notice of lack of confidence in my own future. It's hard to gain confidence in my future with lack of progress. The funny thing is that I am progressing. I have been constantly improving and have noticed a substantial difference in my game a month ago and my game today. Now it's not to say that I'm perfect, this Game is always a work in progress. Today, I went to turn in my Pee test for this new job in Baltimore. I shutter at the face that one I'm working in Baltimore and two that I have to take this huge down grade to work at this job. Almost like two steps back and half a step forward. But hey it's paying the bills. My pastor told me that I've had enough humble pie and God will bless me financially and I don't know when to quit. That's me; the guy who doesn't know when to quit. All I know is this 40 blog session is going to be tough. But a good friend told me to leave the world to itself and to focus on how I should view myself and what I should be confident in. And I thank that person and hope that person is reading. :) till day two.